The past , put behind . Prepare for tomorrow people =)

Assalamualaikum . Hye , Konichiwa , Annyeong-ghaseyyo , Hola ;)
Hmm , takde pape lah ni . Just nak share ape dh jadi sbulan setengah ni ..
Yeaahhh , Exam sudah lepas wak =')
Tapi frankly speaking , Im not confident ...
I know our saying could be a Doa' .. but I know my result is not satisfying .. at all .
Yeaah , my mom dont want her daughter to say such things like
''yeah , im dead .'' or ''my result would be embarassing'' and all ..
But what to do ? Maybe my hard work neither not paid off or it was not enough .
I should try harder . Yeaah . thats right .
My addmaths result .. Omaigod =.='
the first exam was like , ''whh....whaa.. what ? I never got such marks in my whole life !
But people ! I am now form 4 .. and addmaths ? standard lahh '' ..
Noo ! we cannot just ''standard lah , addmaths failed ?'' ..
I cannot ignore such things ! .. But , yeaah .. I am weak in numbers .
I cried alot just for number . just for mathematics subject since I was little .
In primary school pun kena ketuk ngan cikgu sebab slow !!
otak saya menghafal . lebih kepada ''memorising fact '' kot .
Maybe thats why I pernah dpt 100 for science . maybe twice .
Time form 3 pon science never got D , C maybe once or twice .
Sejarah / history never got below B . Maybe obvious enough ? Im not a number person -,-'
ceyyyyh . hahaha , not a matter ! I ll try hard . wat latihan memanyaaak .

Hmm , after exam , borang BKP -Badan kpimpinan pelajar is opened .
Boleh mohon antara BWP , LDP , BADAR , EMC , PRS .
haha , Actually kan .. frankly speaking ...
Aku applied for BWP . I dunno why . tapi hati tergerak mcm tu ..
Bukan senang2 je tau amik bwp tu ! ..
Kite tnye mak ayah , tnye cikgu2 , tnye pndpt kwn2 like ..
''Am I qualified enough to be a bwp ?''
And when I got many positive respond .. and my parents pon ckp ''worth to try :)''
Then , I applied .

But when the results are kinda .. bad ..
I realised that maybe it is not my fate or not suits me ..
because BWP nak budak PNG 3.8-3.9 je kat MRSM TGB , Jasin ni ..
so , I jumpe kakak tu ... and take a deep breath .
''Akak , nak cancelled my resume or borang tu boleh ? ''
then .. Its done .
Saya sudah tarik diri =)
Maybe Allah pon rase its not the best for me .
I am confident that with my marks ..
Im not sure , but I KNOW .. that it is hard for me even to reach 3.5 for my PNG =')
well , I cried .. but it is no use .
Ya Allah tak tido minggu exam kay ! Study every night ..
But maybe .. bkan rezeki aku kot .
or need more energy ? ceyyhh ..
Hahahha , we'll see apa jdi bukak skolah nnti .

Oh ! utk addmathsku yg sngt lemah tu ..
One way aku buat ialah ..
masuk tusyen !!! Hahaha :)
Tahu tak time tusyen tu .. rupenye smue budak kt situ budak asrama =0
MRSM KOTA PUTRA ade , MRSM KUBANG ADE , SBP kedah , SBP baling much more and
I am from MRSM TGB , Jasin =)

maybe thats all ..
Masih berharap utk pergi pekan :)
Haraaaaap sngt2 dpt pergi pekan one day .
I miss my friends ..
They filled my form 1 till form 3 life with joy and laughter .
they helped me a lot when Im in need .
I miss them all . TAR-ians the best ..
Dorm-mates , 3bristol-ians , teachers ..
All for one and one for all ;')
Love you guyyss .. bye bye =)
thats all form me . salam ukhwah ,
salam 1 malaysia , assalamualaikum :)